Remembrance.

[pou]

i always have very vivid dreams. today, i dreamt of something akin to superheroes. joseph joestar was in it too... or someone reminiscent. he tried roping me in on crimes. there was a very sophisticated lady (whom i took the body of in this dream) that had luck-based abilities. i remember escaping from some evil bad guys and going down a tunnel-river on a boat. it was disney's ariel ride. and, just my luck, i had injured someone in the process... then i fell down a waterfall. i thought about nagito komaeda to try understanding my power. when i stopped falling, i had to choose between four doors. i picked one and fuck! it was the wrong one. i guess that explains the 50/50 chance of my powers working. i got to choose again and i made the right choice, luckily. and what do you know, whenever i *was* lucky, there would be a magical girl esque background. afterwards, i met two other women. one had a very harsh demeanor, but turned out to be very nice. she showed us treasure boxes underground which she had been saving up in emergencies (think genshin impact).

and now, i've just remembered another dream (two in one). it was worse than the last. way worse. we were in an alternative planet and there was a guy (my father in the dream, but not my actual one) that ruined everyone and thing. he turned the population into knights and embedded them into the ground. he was defeated off-screen and i was going around checking if there was a way to save everyone. i went onto the first side of the world, the ground there was dry and green. there were knights, golden. their bodies were inactive like computers. still alive, but needed to be revived. i went to the other side of the world, (i was able to switch between them at will and the earth flipped.) the knights there needed only a tap to revive them. the ground was so lively and vibrant unlike the flip side. there was hope. i asked one, "what happened here?" and they said their state was like this because of the aforementioned man. i can't remember much else that happened, but there were flashbacks. the man had erased all and any trace of his "wife." he laughed, "now she is unidentifiable." the woman looked so much like my mother but just a bit younger. that man did not resemble one bit of my actual father. he affected another girl too, erasing what memories she had of her past and taking her leg. she had red dyed hair. i took her shopping and told her what happened. there was another scene where i was in the body of agott (witch hat atelier), i was in bed, sharing a room with that man and my mother. there were four light bulbs and i accidentally zapped one (the only lit). it was my most powerful spell yet (and from my finger!). (the magic system was like the owl house instead of witch hat atelier). i remember after waking up (still in the dream) i overheard the man talking about what i had did. he did not know it was me, or at least that's how he was acting. i think he knew, but still discussed it with my mother to keep up the act. this scene was a flashback. my mother did not know she was going to be erased from the world. when i got out of that scene, i went back to the dry side of the world. i was able to revive the knights. they thanked me. i do not remember much else, but afterwards, i was able to resolve the conflict with a companion (he showed up for only a few seconds, going down the stairs with me. a scene that i don't remember where it correctly goes). we were in heaven now, or something reminiscent. i hugged my mother. despite her traces in the "real world" (wherever that was) being gone, she was still here and intact. we remember each other.